Shooting Stars

I was listening to this song while writing this post. It kinda sums up how I've been feeling lately.

I haven't been blogging. I'm really sorry. I've been uber busy. I got back from school, had half a week and then I was off to Alaska for a bit over a week. I've been back for just over half a week but it's just been a blur of laundry and racing. And now we have relatives over because my younger brother is graduating tomorrow.

Yeah, take that in for a second, some of you all have sibs graduating this year. We're old. Crap.

At any rate, Alaska was amazing. I'm going to volunteer at the Humane Society this summer for sure. It'll be awesome. I get to train doggies to be good. XD Seriously though. I do. And I get to take them on walks. Since one of my dogs is epileptic and can't really handle long walks, this will be fun for me. I might also go do this in July. If you're not bogged down with college courses, let me know if you want to do this! You can get college credit and you don't need ANY experience. It's a great opportunity if you don't have anything serious going on this summer. 24 days, rafting and backpacking. In the YUKON. Or other places. Seriously, I'm open for anything in July. I'd do this on my own, but I really really think it would be amazing to go with someone.

On the college front, I haven't decided Ball State or Mizzou yet. It's complicated and involves not just me, but other people. It's a terrible mess that I shouldn't have let my heart get involved with it, but I have and now it's taking over. I need to let my head do the thinking, like it's supposed to.

Things have been polar for me lately. One day is awesome, one day is horrible. Sometimes it just swings based on who is texting me. My parents are beginning to suspect something is wrong. How can I tell them that there is something wrong, but I can't do anything about it right now?